Sunday, May 13, 2007
no idea what's happening to me or my surrounding.
feeling that everyone around me and me, myself is so fucked up. kinda depressed.
don't reli wish to blog in details.
i really need someone to talk to. tot our meeting up will make me feel better and ended up, you just forgot about me. i know we ain't drifting apart. but somehow, i feel that i need you here with me now but you ain't there. my mind is spinning without reasons and i need you to be there to calm me down.
things are so getting out of hands and i made a big mistake that day. i really wish i can turn back time and i swear, i won't repeat the same mistake. i've gotta a choice then and i made e wrong choice which i think, caused me in this state. my mind is filled of guilt and it somehow feel so strong that it can surpass anything. i wanna salvage the situation with a good and fair solution. i led you on the wrong path when i wasn't even sure. i can't think of any good solutions to salvage this except one. in times to come, i will do that when i really can't figure any more way out.
sorry...
10:40:00 PM