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its weird talking with someone politely, as in, a friend.
this primary school friend of mine suddenly start a conversation with me,
asking me how life has been etc.
the last time i saw her was like hmm, lemme think.. 9 bloody years ago? lol.
well, australian chinese and its doing degree in commerce in perth, good for you girl. (:
anyway, she hasn't changed a bit!
from what i had seen in her dp on msn, she's still the tan, chubby looking girl that i knew 9 years back. sweet looking girl! (:

i always enjoy shopping with sokwei, a really good shopping partner.
and now, our new, or i say, my new addiction; online shopping. LOL!
it eases my urge in the middle of the night. hoorrrayy!!

people are saying that im simply INSANE to spend money on lingerie when nobody can see it.
but well, i love it and i simply cant wear cotton undies beneath my beautiful clothes.
beautiful clothes as in, you dressed up when ya out.
what's hiding beneath?
your granny's bra, which simply can see your nippies even thou it has padding?
and your granny's high cut cotton undies?
IMPOSSIBLE!! TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE AND YUCKY!!

& my mummy is grumbling, you spend so much on your lingerie for what?
also no one can tell that its branded or has super nice lace.

&& sokwei is complaining that im having too many sets of bikini,
its like hmmm, all are been worn once only? lol.
'buy so many for what? its not as though you go tanning/swimming everyday?'
well, what matters most is that i see it, i like it and i love it!
hey! its your boobs and well, puss.
treasure it and pamper it! DUH!

&&& a victoria secret leopard print bikini and a victoria secret bag were added in to my leopard prints collection! happyhappy eli. (:

baby, you're my special one.
there can never be another one like you.
i need you, so that i can breathe.
with you in my life, then i'll be able to live.
you're my everything, my sweetheart, my darling.
thanks for staying in my life for 23 months.
there'll be many more months to come and,
i wanna spend all my moments with you;
my laughter and my tears.

HAPPY 23 MONTHSARY SWEETHEART!
I LOVE YOU!

loves, eli.

all the overdue and notsooverdue random pictures.
mostly are self-obsessions. lol.

received this hott test mail,
and decided to do it since ive like totally nothing to do.
uhm, well.. things to do but lazy. lol.

1. What shade of hair do you have?
a) Dark
b) Light

2. Out on a date, would you want to:
a) Go to a party
b) Go out to eat

3. What is your favorite color out of:
a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. Pick your favorite hobby out of:
a) Talking
b) Dancing
c) Taking Long Walks

5. Favorite Store?
a) Louie Louis Vuitton
b) coach
c) againt all odds? (?)

6. Favorite spot?
a) hawaii
b) London
c) florida

7. During summer time, you would go to:
a) The Beach -of course!
b) Somewhere Cooler

8. Your birthday lies on?
a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. Which will you prefer?
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends

10. Favorite instrument?
a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

11) Name a person of the opposite gender:
Who else but my boyfriend? Lol.

My Results
1) sexy [5]
2) romantic [5] b, see that? lol.
3) loud [3]
4) determined [2] wtf, determined lesser score than daring?
5) tasteful [7] lol.
6) like being around with people [2] yepyepyep.
7) tan, likes the sun [5] totally TRUE!!!
8) quiet [2] i thought im loud? oh yeh, im loud. quiet? LMAO!
9) crazy [5]
10) eye-catching [5]
11) he's alr my boyfriend.
SCORE: 41

Results:

1) a. dark= sexy [5points]
b. light = sweet [2 points]

2) a. go
to a
party = playful [2 points]
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3) a. baby-pink = cute [2]
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. baby-blue =
cool [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4) a. Talking = active [2]
b.
Dancing =
determined [2]
c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5]

5) a.
Louis Vuitton = tasteful [7]
b. coach = laid back [2]
c. againt all odds
=
stylish [5]

6) a. hawaii = you like being around with people [2]
b. London = You are quiet, and like the cold [2]
c. florida = You like
to party! [5]

7) a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b. somewhere
cooler = pale and original [2]

8) a. January = popular [5]
b.
February = lovely [2]
c. March = rebellious [5]
d. April = playful [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = smooth [3]
h. August = fun [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going
[3]
k. November = pimpin' it [5]
l. December = warm [3]

9) a.
home = quiet, romantic [5]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5]

10) a.
guitar = eye-catching [5]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = crazy
[5]
d. Triangle = simple [2]

11. This person will fall in LOVE with
you!

SCORES
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN
18-20=OKAY
21-35 = Rather HOTT
36+ = ow u burn

lol. i totally have no idea what kinda test is this.
but i know, this is like once in a million years that i did a quiz like this from email. lol.
-whatever. hahaha.
&& its kinda ridiculous; people less than 17? or even 18-20?
i think they dont even exist, not in my world at least. (:

ooooh. victoria secrets and leopard prints!
rejoice people!

loves, eli.

planning;
step 1: successful
step 2: successful
step 3: successful
step 4: successful
last stage: yet to be confirmed.
if its successful, will update more.
praying hard, wohooo!

meanwhile, HEADACHE!!
surfing and browsing thru' the webbies,
its totally challenging. =/ brain dead.

its not an easy task while doing a long run;
you never know when nor where will be the finishing line.
no, i will never know what lies within everything,
hoping that the history will not repeat itself.
shoooo negatives.
yes, positive. im trying;
try harder.
im not complaining, just a letout.
still, im happy. (:

anyway, went down to meet b for dinner at yck after bedok.
had macdonald @ amk mac, the BIG place.
lol, simple things yet feeling so sweeeeeeeet within.
iloveyou, sweetheart!!

loves, eli.

disclaimer: skip this post if you want to;
-for my beloved boy.

got the urge to blog and post this so bad.
went kbox and heard this song randomly,
yet the feelings are so overwhelming.




if i were a boy; beyonce.

many problems, one issue, one sad song;
sweetness within still, surpass everything.
you're one sweet pretty boy ive got.
sweet memories, bitter tears.
people says love is magic,
and with love,
life is a sweet mystery.

yes, love is magic.
but love, is to be with you,
with smiles and frowns,
to listen and care,
in tender loving ways.

love, is to have you,
one whom i can depend on,
to share the laughter and those tears;
as a partner, a friend, a lover.

love, is having memories of us,
the good and the bad,
what make us happy,
and what make us sad.

with you, it is love,
it is a dream come true.

being in love, by being and loving with you.
then, life will be a sweet mystery.

i love you, my dearest,
my sweetheart, my baby boy.

loves, eli.

disclaimer: long and wordy post.

good day/bad day;

we've been through many changes,
and now another change.
i hope i had taken the right step,
its not easy but i will try my very best,
pray that the history will not repeat itself again.

history can't be erased,
i'll move on as i promised.
the scars that leaves deep marks,
the past which bring nightmares,
its all over as tomorrow will be a brand new day.

i'll try and give ev'rything that you want,
for i love you so.

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

You Are 36% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're a little addicted to love. You won't do anything for love, but sometimes you do more than you should. No one's worth losing your head for - because in the end you'll only lose your heart. Don't avoid falling in love. Just make sure you don't get too hooked.

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first sight, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

You Are Trusting In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence. You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner. Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Comfortable PJ's

You're a bit conservative, traditional, and tend to follow conventions You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love People instantly find comfort in you, and you're a "best friend" to many.

You Are a Lace Bra!

Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome With a softer side that only you can draw out

Your True Sign Is Cancer

Cozy Romantic Traditional Ultra-Sensitive Unable to Let Go The Most Loving Ever Intuitive and Imaginative

loves, eli.

speechless.

loves, eli.

b told me that he'll fly his heli and show it to me tday.
well, he did! heh. (:
he started playing with this expensive toy of his like 2 months ago?
and this, today is the first time i saw him fly. hoho.
he's learning how to hover.
i think its SUPERB and GOOD!
but he says is not that good thou.
whatever, i still think its very very good.
its so amazing to me. haha.
the sound is so damn loud can. lmao.
the flying is not long thou;
one batt: $80+ and can only fly for 5 mins 30 seconds. o.O

ps: he flies at the multistory carpark near my place. (: