Friday, June 22, 2007
i don't know what have i change to now.
the things that i'm doing are just so not myself.
i really wish that i can be back the old eli.
thinking back, i don't know what have i been doing for this whole year.
haven't been studying and yet, doing all those things that the old eli will never ever do.
whenever i think back, i feel that i'm such a loser and a failure.
i really miss her.
and i know she's gone for good.
she can never adapt to the lifestyle that i'm having now.
and maybe cos of this, i've lost my childhood friends.
yes, i do enjoy my life but i regret too.
what should i do?
i'm feeling so not right.
5:30:00 AM