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sighs.
i don't know what i should do to make both parties happy.
i can't hurt this party and neither do i wanna lose another.
outsiders might think that i'm selfish but the matter of fact is, i know i don't hafta lose either one.
when i was pissed rgrding your rs with her, you talk to me.
thou i'm not convinced, i told myself that its your rs and i will support you in whatever you do.
even thou i don't wanna care.
but things doesnt seems to be working out this way for me.

another thing. another one.
i know that i was harsh with my words and i caused ya dunno how to face me.
i wanted to find chance to talk to you but you denied away all the chances.
drag and drag.
you gotta face me sooner or later, you should know it better than anyone else.
and i already given in even though im the one who was pissed.
seriously, i don't know how to talk to ya.
i find chances and yet..
sometimes i wonder, you are like sounding that i'm the bad guy.
i didn't ask ya to change for me or wad cos eli ain't selfish.
i accept friends for who they are.
i'm no longer the old eli who will keep bugging you.
i will try and find chance to talk to you again.
once again, if you denied it, i will just let things be in this way.

sighs.
problems.
why can't i just start this smoothly?