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wasn't in the right mood recently. i mean, this ain't the kind of girl that i should behave like.

i'm wondering.. what's happening to us? somehow or rather, i feel that you ain't the one whom i knew earlier. everything seemed to change. you are telling me this yet you are showing me that. the reason that you give was this and the things that you are showing is that. i'm just wondering that should i just believe you just like how i did before or see from your actions? sighs. i dunno how to explain any further nor bring the topic up to you. when i tried to hint, you gave me reasons that sounds like excuses. and i tried not to care but i simply can't do it. i'm wondering whether peeps around us know what's happening. maybe they don't. and just feel that i'm a super emo attitude freak. whatever, say me a pampered brat. i don't care. i just feel that things have changed. and am i gonna keep quiet any further? i don't know.

currently i'm at alvin's site and yeah, its big and dirty. he's off with jos doing his stuffs and i'm left alone in the office with his engineer and staffs. weird thou. and the worst thing of all is that i', still in my uniform. and i see that tamil girl whom jos was talking about. and i skip afternoon class just to accompany alvin. sweet of me ehs? (:

just hoping that things will become better.. that is just what i ask for. but it seems so hard..