Monday, October 8, 2007
i'm just missing my past a little. those days of my life without any commitments but just fun. those parties and those girls out. those drinking sessions and those heart to heart talks. those weekends of fun and enjoyment. those days that i called my life. i missed those days, when there's happy pills and princesses. i missed those parties. i missed those fun. i missed those happy moments.
despite so, i have no one else to blame but me, myself. i made these choices. i chose him over my life.
ilovehim.(: and like what ferlyn said, it ain't the looks that matter. its the way he treats me that matters.
read thru princess' blog and i believe we can walk thru this together. thou we ain't meeting up as often as before, we can't be selfish. both of us will definitely understand. and i'm starting to.
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will just already know how to adapt to the change. for the sake that princess wants me to be happy and i want princess to be happier. it doesn't matter how long have we known each other, its just those understandings that we have. and yes, i have to thank mrEugene. he made me heartbroken and in return, i found princess. no matter what happen, i will hold on to our "princess-ship". (:
anyway, met my lovely girls last friday night. thou the night was short, i love you girls. i enjoyed and famousfive will never be forgotten. looking so forward to the next meeting and maybe, we shall fly to japan and have our next meeting up there! (:
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