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current disorder: suffering from hell lots of misses of bb syndrome.


finally tomorrow is thursday,
and it means the hell end of his toughest outfield, the stupid damn "A-tag".
the stupid outfield which he and his mates had trained for the past 1 1/2 years.
and i hope things will really go like how bb says, relax life and all he had to do is to clear leaves.
and again, i hope, all this hell shit will be over for him.
slacked with sokwei and kaiyun earlier on and i told sokwei i miss him like hell loads.
she was saying, "what's gotten into you nowadays? you weren't like this before." haha.
well, maybe that's what happen for a lost-and-found love, which makes me realise how important he is to me. and the worst thing is, we can hardly contact when he is having his "A-tag".
that's my explanation and she gave me that "oh, i see" face and laughed. wtf right.
and i know you'll be reading this. haha.


had a heavy supper which makes me feel real sinful now.
but i hope sour plum would help to reduce the intakes and help me digest better. (:
i think now i know why i always sleep after 6.
cause i wanna watch "my fair princess 3".
i don't understand why am i not buying the disc though, maybe cause i'm still not really use to the change of the actors and actresses. looool.


bb, i've hell lots of things wanna rant.
but i can't, cause like what sw and ky say,
its already the past and its over.
no point starting an unnecessary quarrel over some stupid past.
though he lied, its already over and a quarrel or a confrontation can't change anything.
but all i want is just some assurances to feel secure.
but nevermind, just listen to the girls' advice.
neither one of us should be bothered by any of our past anyway.
i've gotta change and get out of my nutshell.
cause now is the present and its the future we wanna create. (:


and kaiyun is complaining that i don't have much pics in my blog. wahaha.


ps: bb, i miss you.