Saturday, August 30, 2008
this thought suddenly come to my mind;
i wanna fly to aussie to further my studies- i mean, DEGREE.
in this line im in now, aussie does have more prospects,
no doubt that s'pore is opening up too.
maybe, i will like the life there.
BUT i know it is almost impossible.
i have this naive thinking that if i happen to have conflict with a gangster or etc, they might very well finish me off with a gun;
as given my character, i can never control my feelings or emotions with the other.
thus, im always the outcast in some cases.
but as least, the people around me love me for who i am and i don't even hafta pretend, tiring ain't?
given a emotional girl who never follows her head,
i will definitely miss my family, the girls and friends!
factually, aussie is TONS better.
to be realistic, i just can't be independant.
happy being a mummy's girl.
i know i cant remain this way forever, i hafta grow up someday. =(
lalalas, BOO!
loves, eli.
4:10:00 PM