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had work and school as usual.
then i trained to yck to meet bb.
when i was on the train today,
i saw this couple; both working adults.
the guy appears so sweet to his girl,
and they seemed to be able to talk about almost everything.
when they were telling their partner bout' their day,
the partner listened patiently.
they joked and hugged once in a while.
btw, im NOT a paparazzi. they're JUST right in front of me. (:

at that point of time, [few hours ago]
i was feeling so envious;
the feeling of a friend yet a lover feels so special.
i was thinking,
i rather not have the materialistic stuffs; car, money, designer stuffs etc,
i rather have a happy us.
it does not matter to me that we hafta take public transport or have a date at a coffee shop,
the two things that matter [which go hand-in-hand],
is that i'm with my loved one- my baby darl, and we're happy.
initially, i thought, these kinda feelings between us are long gone;
the interests, conversations topics and bla.
i thought that what people always claimed the 'honeymoon stage' will be gone as time goes on.
i was lost, filled with disappointment and anger when i told spongy bout' e'vrything,
i almost forgot the reason to love, and the meaning of love.
i thought, all i could see was nothing but a blurry future.

but just few minutes ago,
after all the nasty language,
we both calmed down.
we opened ourselves up and talked on every single thing,
that caused you and me to be unhappy.

understanding is all we need, baby.
the feeling is not gone at all; its just that we forgot and overlooked the tweenyweeny things.
you always appeared to be strong while you're so stressful with work and everything in the inside.
you appeared to be strong;
cause you wanna see me smile,
cause you wanna me to be happy,
cause you love me.
no, we do not have any 'honeymoon stage' like what people always say,
cause we love deeper each day.

persevere; i promise.
neither you or me could predict the years,
the road is gonna be bumpy, you and me know that.
i have you with me, i know,
and i assure you baby, you will have me by your side, always.
you have a choice, to be like them.

i trust you, you're different.
i know you are; the faithful one.

everything happens for a reason,
and the reason we want to go thru' these,
is love.



ps: babe, pardon me for not replying. i believe, you'll understand everything through this post. loves. (:

Thank God, for showing me the light and guide me thru' the darkness of my life.