solacement

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

sometimes in life, in this realistic world, in this practical society and political era,
we tend to forget ourselves, people around us and overlook the little things in life.

who has never been childish before?
in a matter of fact, it is part and parcel of growing up.

thinking back,
when one is still a child, or an astray teenager during their rebel years,
one always hated to be named or defined, childish.
all children wanna be adults.
all rebels think that nobody has the authority to define them as childish,
they think they are more mature than any other people.
when people of an older generation tried to talk sense,
its generation gap.
i admit, i've been through all these stages [but im still very young okay! (: still a TEEN!]
it is just that im human again, no longer the nonsensical rebel who ignores every opinion.
its not only just me; people around me, have come to their senses.

i will neither deny the fact that there are peers and loved ones telling me that i'm still young or things like that nor deny that some others said that i had grown up.
im still growing up yo! (:
im still learning.

there are still many things i wanna learn,
there are many things which i had yet master,
there are things which i had yet undestood.
there're infinite amount of things that i wanna do.

if aladdin had given me his magic lamp,
a chance to choose, a choice to make, a wish to fulfill,
i wanna be a child, once again.
i will never wanna grow up, learn to behave like an adult.
i will be just how i should be, a kiddo.

in the eyes of the children, everything is abstract.
A means apple, with no hidden meanings.
the lives of children, is innocent yet meaningful.
i believe, it is the most beautiful period in every mankind.

idk what had caused me to be so philosophical etc.
maybe its my assignment; philosophy as a preschool educator.
lmao.

loves, eli.

7:13:00 PM