Saturday, May 30, 2009
im trying, and im tired.
its nothing.
im trying hard, harder,
im tired,
it changes nothing,
you thought im still the same.
ive tried to hide d choking voice,
with tears in those weary eyes,
still, it ends with a nasty bye.
my phone lies beside, as quiet as can be,
a call back that awaits, i thought,
but i know, we'd long kissed the good old days goodbye.
so, with a fluttery heart and mind,
closed my eyes and prayed to get some sleep tonight.
it seems like my mind can't stop,
memories and tears last me thru' the night.
finally when i managed to have some peace,
its a brand new day.
im always thinking too much,
thank you.
i just can't help it,
im sorry, again.
loves, eli.
5:03:00 PM