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'i just know only tmr night. need your printer for the last time.'
i'd just received it.

pending and awaiting for your confirmation,
and the day finally came- tmr night.
although i knew it long ago,
its a sonner or later thing.
although i knew it,
that most likely it would be this week.
i was praying that it would be next,
but its tmr night, its terror.
we had spent almost the whole of last week hanging out,
and i thought, we could spend this week liddat too.
but i was down with a fever since last sat,
and pathetically, losing my voice since yesterday.
meeting up would be ideal, but i cant speak.
i know you wont be gone forever,
but its fcuking looooooooong; 2 years 8 months to be exact.
i know you'll be back in december,
i know you'll welcome me over anytime for holiday,
i know you will.
and i know its not like we meet up everytime when ya in town,
i know you always complain im never free to meet up,
and when things like this happen,
im always free and meeting up frequently.
i know all these, i know!
i just hate this kinda feeling, of not having a friend, brother there for me.

thinking back to how we gotta know each other;
when i wear that pathetic round frame spectacles,
with my curly hair all bun up, fringe-less, in a wavy ponytail,
in my white and grey uniform.
when you were a lil bigger size than now,
indulging in basketball at west coast community,
in your all green uniform.
i remember how good you were at your basketball,
how you taught a skinny freak like me [once] to do three-pointers.
how in the past, the three of us hung out,
and the 7eleven mashed potato was my only meal for d day,
how you guys tried to scare me at the playground till i almost cried,
how you guys carry and swing me to the shallow pool.

enough, stop emoing. lmao.
least, you're going away for your own good,
and im definitely happy bout that.
without a brother around to call me a clumsy ass,
to drive and do normal turns at sharp degree,
and disturbing my babytalks,
im smiling. (:

hopefully, your parents are going over w ya.
you'd not yet find a place to stay.
w the visa just confirmed,
and that the term is starting this month,
its definitely a rush.
hope ya'll be fine and wont be alone.

definitely, i will miss you, m.
5 years of bro and sis, loves.
seeya in december!

&& be careful of swine!! heheh.

loves, eli.