Monday, July 6, 2009
oh yeh, in the wee hours of the night,
im still up, awake,
trying to do my pathetic assignment which was due last friday.
i thought it was monday [later on] all the while,
but never mind.
despite i know that its gonna be last friday,
i would leave it and do it when im in the better mood to.
its the first time anyway.
got pathetic hangover for 2 days,
with work and school following.
im really a lousy drinker now who can get high with just 2 bottles of e.
whatever, it doesnt bother me.
im not into drinking and clubs now anyway.
and drinking to me now,
is purely i wanna get drunk and eff away all the unhappiness.
at least i can get drunk quick now, easy way out. lmao.
ignore me, you cant expect me to be sane at this hour.
to be happy or not, be the judge.
i got mc for 10 days,
and i hafta somehow or rather, to be quarantine at home.
cause i wouldnt wanna go out.
have been throwing tantrums and whining like a baby for 2 nights eversince i got my mc since friday.
and bby had been laughing at me, for crying over 10 days mc.
HOW SWEET AND THOUGHTFUL IS THAT HUH!
but im better now [emotionally more stable], and bby better stop laughing over me and being happy!
dont worry, eli is not having swine,
neither is she hiv positive.
its just some sickness which she feels that its an embarrassment.
kinda too old for this kinda illness. lol.
ultimate cravings when im physically sick;
cakes, chocolates, prima deli peanut waffles, chips and cookies.
im just a sucker for junk food when im sick.
& tons of pictures to be uploaded. anytime but not now.
&& im thinking of creating something like an icon for my sign off. hmmm..
loves, eli.
3:04:00 AM