Monday, December 21, 2009
we spoke peacefully about the parting, i thought you understand all.
after hours on the phone,
nothing seems to get inside you.
i used to give up everything, for you,
i changed for the better, for you.
i dont wanna do this anymore,
feelings aint been understood nor appreciated;
cause thats what i ought to do.
people who knew bout' us,
people who bother bout' how i feel,
i had told these people everything which i had told you.
i told them only once,
and i hafta told you more than once.
its not a problem at all, i dont mind.
the only negative comment which i received was that i had looked too far ahead,
nothing but cause 'my feelings are fading'.
if what you said was true,
i wouldnt even fear, when the thought comes across my head.
i wouldnt even make the decision, which i hate to make.
7:45:00 PM