Tuesday, January 12, 2010
everything seems so easy,
ive been trying hard everyday.
im beginning to see the full picture,
able to analyze the change.
i had so many disbeliefs,
but now i know and i understand;
why is that so easy for you.
the reason of me loving you,
is no longer meaningful.
it doesnt matter to you anymore, i know.
but im sorry, im born human,
one with feelings and emotions.
i never thought you would be like this,
im sorry,
but i cant bring myself to blame you,
though im utterly disappointed.
i still believed and trust you.
this had showed me i was right about one.
i feel thankful that you let me go now,
though its hard, for me i must add,
im still coping, well i guess i hope i could say.
i never regret, never once blamed ya,
for all the things that we had went through.
never before and i never will.
i thought you changed.
no, you didnt.
you was right,
i didnt know you well enough.
i thought i know you all this while,
i thought i do.
12:33:00 AM