Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I'm trying so hard not to hate one whom I loved,
Cus I had told him so, and I wanna live up to what I had said.
It's so hard not to, when I know so much more now..
I had wasted 19 months and had been w one so selfish and selfcentered without knowing what's going on, all this while.
The only happy moments were the times before it all happens,
before you show ya true colours..
Nah, I don't blame ya for it.
And to think that I had allowed myself to be affected so badly by you.
It's simply unbelievable and now, I truly understand why none says it's worthy.
For the first time;
I feel truly thankful that this boy, is no longer in my life,
I feel truly thankful that he chose to leave,
I realized i'm much more happier without him.
All these dawn on me a lil late aye?
Sometimes, somethings,
it's better to be late than never.
:)
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2:05:00 PM